W 237 abcd

Sable round brushes, colours and paper:
n.4 Indanthrene Blue
n.6 Terre Verte
n.10 Lapis Lazuli Genuine (unused)
Watercolour paper NOT 280gsm 38 x 28cm

additional exercise using all materials above
your loving light shines out through all your guides
and please be with me helps


while the above painting is not being given
thinking about how to paint the watercolour exercise
the refusal to proceed causes anxiety a bit like grief which is unhelpful in this form
redefining the refusal
the plan is:
n.4 for instance instead of focusing on the words not being given, the grief, focusing on the beauty of flowers which are, the absence of children wise or otherwise, ‘chill then why see’, focus on things that are present, chill, as in ice or calm, relax or still, like rocks or earth, as a general rule
n.6 the inability to work diligently or otherwise redefined as a lie itself, no time is ever wasted, things may not be as they appear
n.10 remembering this is just an exercise, it may be nothing at all or immensely important, not based on itself but based on what God makes of it and it is rightly valued in this way